So, since I feel like I've constantly been down lately I'm starting to look up. I've realized I don't want to contribute to something or someone unless I'm ready to give it or them, my all. I don't want to get my hopes up or anything of the sorts so it's better to play it safe. I'd rather focus on my current goal.. one of which won't change in a month. I have to work on ME. I've been deciding on changing my major from Hospitality Management to Business Administration to hopefully Accounting/Finance (if I figure out that that's what I like best). After I finish school, I think I'll want to make the trip out to Cali and live out there. I figure there's probably more for me there than around Massachusetts. Since I have just about nothing here besides my job, school and the couple of people I talk to, there's a good reason to move out and leave those things behind. Even if I don't make anymore friends around here anytime soon, I still have something to work towards. Something to look forward to. I've always wanted to work for Hot Topic. Maybe I can find a job over in their HeadQuarters some day. They have great style in my opinion and seem like a very fun company to work for. Then I won't have to worry about not getting a job because of my tattoos or piercings and continue being "me." I look forward to this despite everything else going on.
I don't have many people to talk to about this idea.. that's why I'm blogging about it. Still, no one's going to read this anyway :P
