homophobia is gay.

What's up with homophobia? So many people are homophobic whether they admit it or not. Whenever a straight person gets a compliment from someone who is gay they automatically think they are being hit on if they're the same gender. Homophobic people always think that gay people are inclined to try to get with you just because you're the same gender. Just because someone like girls doesn't mean they like EVERY girl. It also doesn't mean that lesbians are all sluts (people who get with everyone). They're just straight people who tend to have feelings for a different gender. Same goes for guys. Just because a guy likes guys doesn't mean he likes EVERY guy. Like honestly, chill out. For all you straight people who are homophobic, just because someone is gay does not mean they like you. It also does not mean they are automatically hitting on you. Most gay people are extremely friendly but if they don't know you chances are they are not going to try to get with you if they don't know your sexual orientation. It does happen but it doesn't mean it ALWAYS happens. Stop being so bias and calm down. Stop making fun of people for liking the same sex. It's who they are and it's what they like. It's none of your business so don't make it that way. Grow up and get over it.

Give a life or fake a life..

How many times can you possibly be put second if not last..? I feel like people always underestimate others. I always put friends first. If they need me I'LL BE THERE. I will find any possible way to get to them if they truly need me. I often wish that others did the same.. or even showed that they care at all. I'm often left with the idea that people don't see me in the same great perspective as I see them and it is quite a letdown. My self esteem is thrown in a tank of hydrochloric acid and it disintegrates.. just like that. It's like the times where I get so depressed where I just start talking nonsense. It's only because my depression can take me to a whole different zone that isn't me. Friends will say "oh don't do that" or "you're crazy for thinking that" but I feel like it's because they don't want to feel like a jerk and not respond. Or it's because they feel obligated to say it, not because they really care. That's when I stop responding because I feel like I'm being annoying.. yet I really feel like I need the help by actually being able to talk to someone. It helps calm me down and keeps me distracted from other things. People tend to say words and do such things that do not have meaning behind them and that's the biggest issue here. I hear all the time that people would give their life to help someone else. Yet every time I hear it I never believe they would actually do it. I like those days when the national holiday is like "please a person day" or something like that but I feel like it should be everyday. People should be able to always look at a situation in everyone's perspective before they go and say something or do something. Most of the time someone doesn't even have to do anything to hurt someone's feelings but the emptiness of a person's heart can really tear another's.

The song that completely supports this is: You Should've Killed Me When You Had The Chance by A Day To Remember

Nosebleed?

So since I haven't posted a blog in a while I mind as well rant about my most current nosebleed (ten minutes ago). Most people know that it's not unusual for me to get nosebleeds since I have them about four times a week (at least). I don't know if there's something wrong with my blood or my head or what. It's probably both since I tend to get light-headed quite frequently as well. Maybe I have some deathly disease.. I wish.. but I've been getting them since I was at least 12 so I'm used to them by now. They're VERY annoying. So here we go:

how lovely..

this is the first blood droplet!

then I started to bleed INTO the first sink.. the one with no running water...

Then I ran to my other sink.. (with running water)

Wanna close up?

Oh? You didn't?

And this is my attempt to clean the sink with no running water...

The point of this story is that there isn't one and that I was asked to write a blog... this is the best I could come up with... Probably not haha but I didn't want to think too much about what to write about. Oh and here's a tip: never tilt your head back when you have a nosebleed because then all the blood will just rush to your brain. Just pinch the part of your nose where the bone ends and the cartilage starts. It'll stop the bleeding after about two minutes.