Saturday, July 10, 2010

Not Waiting.

You know how aggravating it is sitting around and waiting for someone? Either literally or figuratively. For example, waiting around for someone to answer you if you're supposed to hangout with them a certain day. Or waiting for them to finish other just-made plans? It gets so irritating. I'm not going to sit around all day waiting for you to be able to hangout. I could be doing something else, or hanging out with someone else. Obviously if something comes up or your running late for whatever reason I mean that's fine. I'm talking about people who always do this. Waiting for rides if your car is in the shop or being used by your older sister.. or you just don't drive is also super annoying.
Waiting for someone relationship speaking is a whole other issue. People are just aggravating. I think if people keep you waiting you can go do whatever the hell you want. You shouldn't be restricted from talking to people because
they're not ready. What the hell is that? I mean if they don't care then it's whatever but if they're up your ass about talking to other people, forget it. Fact: this is just my opinion not what I'm actually dealing with (I mean the relationship part of this).

Friday, July 9, 2010

Ambiguity

I cannot stand when people act ambiguous. Just be straightforward. Be blunt. Don't be an idiot and try to confuse people to get what you want. If you want something say it. Be direct and don't use all these silly nonsense words. It screws everything up and then unneeded emotions are wasted. If you're the kind of person who guilt trips people, why don't you punch them in the face instead? It's basically what you're doing. Don't be immature about it. People who try to guilt people into things are just wasting their time. Don't be a two faced bitch. You do shit like that and you'll get your ass whooped in life. Don't purposely leave people wondering. That just makes you a jackass. DON'T WHINE, DON'T GUILT TRIP, DON'T BE A TWO FACED LYING BITCH.

Monday, July 5, 2010

domination.

I absolutely despise living at home. I cannot stand my mom. She has these crazy unnecessary rules. I mean I get good grades like As sometimes Bs, I have a solid job which I excel at, I have my license, I'm responsible, I don't drink or smoke, I don't party, so why does she have all this control over me? I can't wait to move out next year. Living with my sister will eliminate most stress I'm having now a days. I see my sister, who is 20, and she's still being controlled by my mom because my mom pays for her college and such. I'm not going to be entitled to that bullshit. I'm going to be me. I was almost so close to not going to college at all and just moving out of my house and getting my own apartment. I don't see why she doesn't allow me to drive anywhere. It's like she wouldn't let me drive to see my boyfriend in Quincy because it's past Boston. It's not like I hadn't driven there before but when I actually asked her if I could (instead of going behind her back) she wouldn't let me. That was basically the only way I could see him hence the reason he didn't work or have a job. So I'm basically allowed to drive around beverly and its surrounding cities. I also love my 10 o'clock curfews during the week (in summer, 8 during school) and my 11 o'clock curfews during the weekends. So technically if I work during the week I get to hangout with friends for two hours (at most) afterward. Oh and my mom totally doesn't allow piercings or tattooing while we're not "financially independent." Which is just dandy because I personally feel like it's restricting me from who I am. It's a burden on how I express myself. Plus the fact that it's what I want to do when I'm older is get my piercing and tattooing licenses. It's just great. P.S. She doesn't allow incense or candles in our rooms either.. cause I'm totally gunna burn this house down. seriously! AH!